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Mind Control

I think I'm a prisoner of my mind
I think I want to find myself again
I don't know what happened to me
What have I become
What happened to those happy love poems I used to write
What happened to the inviting smile I can't find
What happened to wanting all the friends in teh world
What happened to wanting to be accepted
Why don't I care anymore
How did my life become so fucked up
How can I change it
I have no reason to
What happened to me going to church every Sunday
What happened to my faith in God
I think I grew up and realized far too much
My mind has brain-washed my body
I believe only the things it tells me to
I have corrupted myself
This is a hell of my making
We will all die
I will die
And then my mind will SHUT UP

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On Tuesday January 30th, 2007, Daughter_Of_The_Moon (203) writes:

I agree with velvet, Going through this, and yet coming out the other side...Things do turn out better I suppose. Makes you open your eyes even wider. Good write, I remember asking myself every one of these questions... -Heather-

On Sunday November 9th, 2003, A Velvet Tongue (527) writes:

I am ex brainwashed xtian as well..i know what happened ot me..I learned the truth..growing up opens many doors to ideals and self awareness..it only gets better as it goes...great piece here..and oddly, I found it inspiring..to look ahead to what new thi

On Sunday November 9th, 2003, A Velvet Tongue (527) writes:

things you will discover tommorrow...*vel*

On Sunday November 9th, 2003, fritzwraith (33) writes:

I'm also an ex-christian & I guess we have underwent similar situations. Writing about your life's downsides helps in repairing your mess. Don't lose hope...

On Thursday November 6th, 2003, TheArtOfX (104) writes:

poetic justice of one's ownself... well written once again changed angel. your writes have a deeper meaning than face value, even as does your name. another awsome write,

On Sunday March 9th, 2003, maddin foxxxy (381) writes:

great ending of the poem...and of life

On Saturday March 1st, 2003, liquid_emotion (417) writes:

You can still unmake a hell of your own making...

On Sunday March 2nd, 2003, changed_angel (59) writes:

How would i unmake it?

On Wednesday March 5th, 2003, An Expired Member (5) writes:

You never escape the traps you spin yourself. Only a greater power can break a power, and then you're trapped again. y think.. i REALLY liked this one!

On Saturday March 1st, 2003, An Expired Member (4) writes:

ok....i definatly relate to this....feeling like you've lost yourself somehow

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