I have so many fears,
I feel so much pain
These tears that I cry,
They flow like rain
I can't live like this,
Being so lost inside
I need someone around,
That would care if I died
I don't want to love,
If I can't see his face
In my father's words,
I'm the families disgrace
Why continue suffering,
If it's never going to stop?
Why keep living,
As someone I'm not
I'm just so confused,
My mind is a spiraling storm
I slash my wrists,
My blood feels so warm
I feel a release,
As my blood pours out
My family won't even know,
What all this is about
I fall to the groung,
unable to move
I close my eyes,
To face my doom
I try to cry out,
But there is no sound
Nothing has changed,
No one's around
I reach for the door,
But I'm too weak
I surrender to the darkness,
And the death I seek
I take one last breath,
Before I die
I think in my head,
All this for a guy

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