For all the things I've never done
For all the thoughts I've never said
For all the times I've wished and prayed
That I would wake up dead

For all the fights I've had
For all the hearts I've broken
For all the lies I've told
And the truths I've never spoken

For the way I let you treat me
For all the tears I've wasted
For all the times I didn't hit you back
And all the hate that I have tasted

For all the times I've cut myself
For all the blood I've shed
For all the knuckles I've broken
And the rage that I have led

For all the smiles I've faked
For all the pain I let myself feel
For all the emotions I bottled up
And the depression I couldn't heal

For all my misplaced days
For all my missed time
For all the times I lied to myself
Saying that I was fine

For saying all the things
That I never even felt
For misusing the little happiness
In life that I was dealt

For letting myself love you
For letting you under my skin
For putting myself in this battle
That I could never win

All of these
I regret completly
But I keep that fact hidden
Locked in my mind descretly

But no one is aware
It will forever be unknown
So me and my regret
Will be silent together alone

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