there is this feeling of emptiness i cannot express
its hard to know who you are after keeping all your memories repressed
there are too many places, people, and things i've seen
how well i've held on this long is beyond my belief
you think you know i'm happy, you think everything is ok
and you cant see it deep inside, how im withering away
i've never been able to keep anything i've gotten
its so hard to remember all i've forgotten
i've tried so many ways
but it seems my heart has gone astray
i cry, i scream
but it never brings the life out of me
what have i become
how can i be feeling this numb
i know that hidden deep within my mind
is something there waiting to tear me apart from the inside
it will come at a time that i cannot predict
while in my head and my heart i feel sick
i dont know what i could do to prevent this
but i think its alright, in the end i really need it
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