this is about a guy who i was like best friends with for years...well we took things further and he hurt me in the end and this is how the words came out.its pretty shitty but oh well i understand it.




I was there for you
When no one else could be.
I tried my best
But i could never make you happy.

Knowing this all along
You continued to lead me.
Blind to your faults
I followed pathetically.

So here i am again..
Back to page 1.
In my book of regrets
That i thought was all done...

CHAPTER 1: HURT
 
                    You were closer to me than anyone.
                     I didnt want to ruin that...But it was you..
                     I trusted you to no end...
                     Only to find myself broken once more
                     This time, without your hand to lend.
                        
CHAPTER 2: ANGER

                    I want so much to hate you..
                    So much to erase you.
                    At times it makes things easier..
                    Most of the time, it barely gets me through.

                   You were my best friend!!!
                    We overcame YEARS of ups and downs!!
                    We ALWAYS helped eachother through
                    TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK IS SO DIFFERENT NOW?!

CHAPTER 3: CONFUSION

                    So i kept asking myself why?? WHY YOU?!
                    I would never have guessed
                    That the person that kept me together
                    Would throw me into an even bigger mess.

CHAPTER 4: DECIEVED

                    I thought we'd always have our trust in eachother..
                    but you drained what was left of that from me.
                    Again im left to bottle it all up..
                    And this time, no one will see.

CHAPTER 5: UNWILLING
 
                    First, i lose my friend...then i lose my love...
                    Is this what i get for giving FAITH another chance?!?!
                    Everytime i do i just get slammed to the floor...
                    Ive become unwilling to try anymore..
                    To get up again..i cant.

CHAPTER 6: TIRED

                    Im tired of running to..
                    Im tired of running from..
                    So just know im left with nothing
                    because you made me feel like no one.

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