pill after pill
i shake uncontrollably
tears fill my eyes
as my heart beats rapidly

lying in bed
as my body still shakes
my breaths are getting shorter
and my heart really aches

its taking too long
so i reach for more
im shaking so bad
they fall to the floor

i get on my knees
and pick a few up
toss them in my mouth
and reach for a cup

as i lye back down
my visions a blur
i cant think at all
of anything but hurt

could this be it?
am i almost done?
why does it matter
ill grab another one

i kneel to the floor
but before i could reach
my vision turns black
nothings left of me

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