You were always there
to tear me down
when no one else
would break my dreams
i could always
count on you

I aspired to things of beauty
though you would have me see
things that i was
things that i couldn't be
your negativity destroying

you ripped my ambitions
so dearly from me
and replaced them
with cold falseness
giving life
to my nightmares

I wished only normal dreams
and days of simplicity
yet you filled my life
with complex equations
i've yet to solve

i could count on you
when i needed pain
when life was too good
you would wave your
magic wand leaving
demons for me to find

After you left i nearly
succeeded, till bloodmoon came
and your call evaporated
all hopes of recovering
from the wounds you inflicted

Now i sit below bottoms end
looking up at my life
seeing it once again
from rock bottom
i could always count on you
to take me down..

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