Don't stir the storm inside my head
Because I can't understand
Can't comprehend, can't count the separate
Grains of finest sand

I don't know why my feelings
Always seem to contradict
It's past control, it's not like
I can really take my pick

My adolescent indecision
Strives to keep me trapped
Within my mind, within my thoughts
That seem to overlap

So though it takes a wounded heart
A thousand tears to heal
My ego tries to convince me
The pain was never real

Behind shut eyes, behind closed blinds
The cries escape again
As I go back and forth, I wonder
If I'll ever mend

But now my head has fluctuated
The forced and false is true
While you're out hurting someone else
I'm getting over you.

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