If you only knew

There is so much I want to tell you
Yet I can’t tell you right now
I don’t know why I freeze up when I see you
You think I’m hiding something from you
Well your right I am hiding things
I wish I didn’t have to hide so much right now
I just wanna go up to you and say
“you know what its because I love you sooo much
And can’t be with you right now that I’m depressed”
But for now it’s for your own good not to know
Until you can see what I see you’ll be blind to this
There is so much you need to know
Yet the time is never right to say it all
If I told you everything that I need you to know
Would you believe me or would you be mad
For not telling you sooner?
I guess why I can’t tell you is becuz I’m afraid
Afraid of you being mad and me losing you forever
If you only knew how much have seen…
Would you still love me as much as you said you did once before?

• On Sunday, August 29, 2004, ONEANDLONELY (129) wrote:
  
  The answer to this poem is in the previous one,"More Than Words Can Say."
  
  
• On Sunday, August 29, 2004, ONEANDLONELY (129) wrote:
  
  The key to life is trust in the perfection of it all.
  
  
• On Sunday, August 29, 2004, Drea (821) wrote:
  
  *hugs* Oh Steph. You and I are in the same gotdamn boat. I hate this boat. Can we hurry and get to shore so we can blow this fucker up?