I am going there again
Reminding myself over again
How I fucked up,
 Fucked up me
Repeating those same mistakes
Never paying heed to scars
Brought forth by similar
Circumstances, yeah you
Now I am caught again
In this never ending circle
Cursing you, hating you,
Admitting finally love
When the hate consumes me
Leaving nothing but ashes
To be studied and scattered
Unto the winds that never mind
Where promises of me
Leave upon gentle lies
To never be seen again
Flowing away beautifully
While tears mar stained cheeks
Hating myself for allowing this
Knowing the risks, still
I plunged in totally
Slapping my heart overtly
Putting it out there
To be broken, scarred
Never again to be mended
Willingly with false promises
I pray for a different ending
Maybe this time, again
You will see me
Begging and dying here
With my hallelujah’s
Repeating again and again

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