some of you wont like this, so if you are a cutter or suicidal, ahhhh you might be offended




Woke up this morning
Could'nt sleep too much snoring
Got some bad news
Someone od'd
The man could not do his drugs without greed
He died in his sleep
He is now a rotting piece of meat
People tell me iam not fair
Beceause I act like i don't care
Of course I do it scares the shit out me
But I can't let you see
Can't be weak
Can't show pitty
Walked downtown to get rejected by some jobs
pushin through some french speakin snobs
This is a difficult city
Went to a drop in center for some food
Gettin hasseld by the local aids whores lookin for a score
Can't fuckin take this anymore
I finnaly get through the door
To see burned out punks lyin on the floor
And cracked out bitches pickin at thier sores
I try ro think why the FUCK am i here
Well beceause if i was'nt id be dead
That would suck
You see i did a bad thing
And iam here to bring myself up
Every morning i go through the door thinking will i live Another 24
Only to surround myself with addicts and whores
Will i get a bullet in the back
Its hard to track the exact time my life went awary
I think about it every goddamn day

Anyway, you think iam complaining well i ain't
As I said for me Today Was a Good Day
And it's only half done

Now dont take this the wrong way
But you can never understand what it is that i say
Sitting on YOUR computer
In YOUR home READING THIS CRAP
I must seem like a sap
Looking for sympathy
Iam not
And if i was
I would look for it in the dictonary between shit and syphlis
Then why do i write this you ask!?
Its for those KIDS out there who like to cut and like to bleed
Or cry beceause there hooked on speed
Who like to ease the pain with a knife beceause they cant Handle the task of life
To you I say it can get worse
Life is not a curse
We make our own lives
So put down the knives
And quit your jives
Be happy
Get a pet
Have fun in the sun
there is no point to your life untill you make one
We live in a quasi "free" country
Be chill


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