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Melancholy Schizophrenia

I'm tired,
of being
what everyone wants
me.to.be.
I've been the fantasy
and the dream

I'm tired.
Spent...
On the floor bleeding,
as you...
just walk on by.

I want to watch as your whole world comes crumbling down.
fragments of what you pretend to be flood
the halls of your bitter heart.
allow me the pleasure of
wrapping my hands around your throat.
Choke up all my dreams you have swallowed.
I have sucked all the sugar from your lemon drops
all that's left is the sour and bitterness.
Kiss me and taste the lingering flavor of your useless words

I could die from all the words you'll
never speak.

plastic dreams and pictures of past decorate my mind.
where were you when my heart failed me?

you disgust me
clinging to my every word
looking to me to save you

I'm on a break

drown in your own fears
time for you to be denied the air you
denided me

fake smiles adorn your once pretty face
[I use to love you]

my words gave you a backbone
[Collaps under your own weight]

I have no words.
None for you.
You mean nothing.

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On Monday February 4th, 2008, Chidori (1) writes:

I can finally tell you how I feel about this. This just shook me. I love the way you think. Thank you for showing me this site, too. *hugs*

On Monday August 20th, 2007, An Expired Member (20) writes:

This work really hits home with me. I share a lot of the same feelings that were expressed. excellent piece.

On Thursday August 2nd, 2007, An Expired Member (8) writes:

love it, love the raw emotion, and the different colors was a nice touch!much love, AMBER HXC

On Wednesday August 1st, 2007, Bakkhus Unbound (1141) writes:

"allow me the pleasure of wrapping my hands around your throat." Raw, intense, in a manic-psychotic disorder sort of way... like smashing pumpkins (& not the band). "I'm smiling politely," Homer. Luv the layering of colours like moods. Very clever!

On Friday July 27th, 2007, gigantopithecusragno (23) writes:

On Evil you can feed, As animal survive, When you gain your Freedom, Your heart you can revive... ~Very Good read, Thanks GR

On Wednesday July 25th, 2007, dismal silence (20) writes:

loved this, just awsome

On Tuesday July 10th, 2007, An Expired Member (51) writes:

*BLAM* That one kills. I'd tell you what I liked most but I'd have to Copy/Paste the whole thing. Excellent.

On Monday July 9th, 2007, Collective Amnesia (275) writes:

CONGRATS! well deserved. ~Tamara

On Monday April 2nd, 2007, An Expired Member (45) writes:

I loved it:]

On Wednesday January 10th, 2007, DowngradeBeauty (37) writes:

Brilliant indeed!!! This is a wonderful peice!

On Thursday November 16th, 2006, Instant Insanity (779) writes:

drown in your own fears time for you to be denied the air you denided me ... Simply Brilliant. Nicely said:-) ][ ][ -Vernon

On Tuesday November 7th, 2006, An Expired Member (12) writes:

Damn..burn.. I love this work alot.. very awesome... very sad..

On Tuesday October 31st, 2006, urbanhumility (1277) writes:

your title says it all....."i could die from all the words you'll never speak"...........that line slays quick and fast.............well done...........urban

On Sunday October 8th, 2006, An Expired Member (134) writes:

wow!

On Tuesday October 3rd, 2006, beautifulfallenangel (109) writes:

this all seems so familiar to me, like my once lullaby coming back, though i love this write and it makes me remember all my yesterdays, LOVE IT

On Saturday July 8th, 2006, Magic Hatter (2402) writes:

ahh..the pain and sorrow, the tainted brush of human wings on the face like moths in thed ark. The mind alive to voltage shocks and dark luminious cackles of energy

On Thursday March 16th, 2006, Christopher7xii (40) writes:

Was hooked from straight from "On the floor bleeding". I feel like I'm invading your mind and crossing into lands just meant for Drea with your works. So personal and direct, it feels like you hide nothing. It's divine.

On Thursday February 2nd, 2006, Alanarchy (1627) writes:

*my words gave you a backbone [Collaps under your own weight]* Breath-taking. Truly-utterly-always. Need I say more? Drea, you own me.

On Tuesday October 25th, 2005, MindRape (874) writes:

oh fuck...you took the words right out of my mouth

On Sunday October 23rd, 2005, saintedmad (848) writes:

this is frightfully hard on the conscience. .. it sears itself onto a mind....quite a clutching deathgrip.. . excellently exhumed ~ness

On Sunday October 23rd, 2005, AHHH (246) writes:

absolutely awesome.

On Sunday October 23rd, 2005, AniDayz (1329) writes:

such 'commentary'~like words...stolen from my.self. this is packed full of winding emotion...just dripping unto confines of shadows behind [my]heart...an amazing creation,with wonderous lines, all painting such a masterpiece .

On Sunday October 23rd, 2005, wonderlandhysteria (2225) writes:

..my favorite is the lemon drops stanza..this was a crash-collision of..everything..you..your all..and I'll to hold it to my chest, like I would you and try to make it better..you are divine.

On Sunday October 23rd, 2005, wonderlandhysteria (2225) writes:

..do you know how much you mean to me? ..how these words carve a new hole in my chest..and they breathe a little light, despite their content (which is beautifully despairing, mind you) because they are yours.

On Sunday October 23rd, 2005, wonderlandhysteria (2225) writes:

..and I love you, Drea. ..these tears are yours. ..because I cannot keep them. ~ Kristie

On Monday October 24th, 2005, Drea (1006) writes:

If it wasn't for you I wouldn't have posted this. So, thank you. I love you.

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