I play with your body and toy with your mind
I know it’s not right, yet I can’t help it
I see how it disturbs you and hurts you
Yet I can’t stop myself from playing around
I just want to keep myself happy
I don’t think about what it is you want
My mentality has changed over the years
I use to live to please others now I don’t care
I believe that I come before anybody else
I don’t want to say this but it’s not my fault
I know I shouldn’t take my pain out on anybody else
But I have been toyed with and played like a fool
So now that I can, I do the same to others
I know its not fair, you never did anything wrong
But I don’t even do it on purpose most of the time
My mind just has problems when things get too heated
You’re not the only one I have done this to
There have been many others and there will be more
As long as I look the way that I do
And your kind thinks the way that they do
I will have many others to play with and abuse
Truthfully I do have my reasons for being this way
Yet I don’t feel that I really have to justify it to you
Anyway it could just as well be blamed on you
Nobody told you to try and play around with an unknown child
I may not act, look, or think like a child
But I really am a child, a stranger to this world
And a stranger to you, you might have wanted to know me
Before you even touched me
But you didn’t, you just came in for the kill
Not thinking with your mind, but maybe another head
Yeah I know I said I could handle it, I can handle anything
But the real question is can you handle me

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