The darkness begins to pull me in,
To a depression only I know.
I'm encompassed by deep pain,
Confused and lost, with no where to go.
Waking up today I faced reality,
A pain so real it's become a friend.
I fight the painful agony off,
Alone and waiting for my inevidable end.
The sorrow in my heart has replaced my smile,
I battle the pain and shed a tear.
I've lost the fight within myself,
What have I left to fear?
I awoke today with a question to ponder--
How do I ever again trust anyone?
The insanity slowly begins to devour me,
I finally realize what's been done.
It's my life, I've screwed it all up
I've continually done things wrong.
When will the pain end?
Can it possibly take that long?
(C) Jesika Harrison 12/29/98
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