Darkness, Emtiness
Blackness, Lonliness
In a corner--
This is my lfe.
Curiosity makes mistakes.
Mistake am I!
Desolute and depressed is my being
Yearning, grasping, gasping
For life--A life worth living
Looking, searching, praying
Yet happiness does not exist.
The agony of defeat
Is the torture in which I live
Life thrust upon me
Instilled in my blood
Feeling lost and weary
In confusion I reside.
I would swallow the pain--Endure the tragedy
The dreadful waking moments
Of which I am destined to face
When I despise my face, my being
Desperate for joy, I'd rather die
Death cures all pains
All traumas bestowed upon me
The Hell I live, The days I face--I could sleep away
Let fade away, disintegrte, disappear
Draining body of life, of all I am
Drain me of my pain--
My pain is my life.

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