Invading thoughts....Disturbing memories.
Recalling hauning visions
Hearing terrible words.
Screaming, Fighting, Crying,
Dying inside, seeking a lifeline
Searching unsuccessfully for support.
Trusting in hope
Desire for a strong recovery
Concluding an inevidable end
To a lengthy disruption
An invasion, a bombarding cyst.
That slowly killed a strong will
Breaking an already unstable heart.
Ruined all it touched and...
And that was love...

Shadows dance around me.
What hides within the shadows?
A tourtured past
 Consumed with lies and
 eternally burning, blood
 hungry, intense loathing
Forgotten secrets
Repressed, distorted
 Demented
 visions, thoughts and all too real
 memories
Pure void, simplistic black
 Shadow dances
Hiding secrets and desires
 Memories and provocative natural acts.
Hiding deep passion, painful
 lust, corrupt jealousy
Hiding tempted tears, brutal
 words, immense pain
 Shadow Dances
all around
    some as a reminder of a
Dense life lived in twenty three years
Shadow Dances
Reminders of a past
Not easily fogotten
 Some memories
  Some unforgivable acts
   To never be forgotten
Always a part of me
 A piece of my life
  Another dancing shadow
....and that was love...

(c) jesika harrison
**any comments would be appreciated**

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