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disorderly- asylum door #6

bor*der*line

(adjective)

: characterized by psychological instability in several areas (as interpersonal relations, behavior, mood, and identity) often with impaired social and vocational functioning but with brief or no psychotic episodes

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i trust you i said
(i'll wait for you to hurt me)
i love you i said
(i bet that you'll desert me)

we can't pay the bills?
(i just spent a LITTLE money)
don't WANT to take my pills!
(i thought you loved me, honey...)

why do you accuse me?
(i didn't steal that shirt)
you just want to abuse me.
(you treat me like i'm dirt)

why are you always screaming?
(i stole it; yeah, so what?)
what is it that you're scheming?
(i feel like i'm a slut.)

you held me and i cried-
(i'm broken- you don't want me.)
i reel towards suicide
(why do you always taunt me?)

you killed me i said
(i knew that you'd deceive me)
i hate you i said
(just promise you won't leave me)

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On Thursday May 26th, 2005, FlashDark (22) writes:

if you have almost recovered from this we have something to talk about...its destroying me...but i believe it entangled with other disorders is what truly makes me...me GREAT WRITE i like how you threw in the title of a BPD book at the end ~ScreamingHeart

On Wednesday March 10th, 2004, flying_fox (764) writes:

Borderline has to be one of the most confusing disorders, but again, you've captured it so very well. Fox

On Wednesday July 9th, 2003, Nightingale (555) writes:

You hit stuff right on target, love.

On Wednesday July 9th, 2003, maddin foxxxy (381) writes:

this is awesome...the dictionary for the meaning of what it is said..enjoyed it muchly!

On Wednesday July 9th, 2003, Six-Out (1799) writes:

I think I've been touched. Deeply. I really have no idea what to say, all of these are like windows to your true self. Just amazing.

On Wednesday July 9th, 2003, An Expired Member (7) writes:

wow.... i think i've just been diagnosed.

On Wednesday July 9th, 2003, anathema (62) writes:

borderline personality disorder is one of the most difficult to live with. you never feel like you have a grip, you feel like a failure, you want to trust people and can't... it's wretched. nothing seems right.

On Tuesday September 16th, 2003, SilentStalker (1316) writes:

I knew nothing of this. What a way to open the eyes...a masterpiece.

On Wednesday July 9th, 2003, anathema (62) writes:

luckily... it's one of the disorders i recovered from, almost entirely.

On Wednesday July 9th, 2003, IceDragoness (250) writes:

im very very happy for you on that, yea this one definately is a bitch... ~Dawn

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