So is this how its going to be?
Me looking away
You only staring at me
I’ve asked you to stay
So many times I’ve begun to lose track
Why are we being this way
Why are we stabbing eachother in the back
We’ve said so many hurtfucl things
And we’ll never be bale to take them back
We’ve been together for so long
Are we really just going to leave it like this?
Hiding our tears
Yelling and screaming
Using exscuses for our silence, blaming our fears
When we really know
That its just to painful to say anything
Our heads bent down in shame
For not saying the things we needed to say
Not saying that we care
Not doing anything except just being…there
When god knows we just need a really long hug
All we ask of eachother is just to…
Be there
Who are we kidding
How can I be there
When your not here
How can you be there
When I will never let you near
Who are we trying to fool?
We both know
We want more from eachother
Than just being there
We want hugs that last
Longer that a “just friends” embrace
We want bites that hurt
More than our hearts
We want lips that say
More than just goodbye
We want arms to let
Usknow we’re wanted
We want hands that do
No hit or slap
But hold and wipe away tears
We both know we need more from eachother
Than we’ve been letting on
We need more thatn contaminated words
We need more than heart filled notes
We need more than just longing stares
We just need…more
We just need to disappear.
