What do I do when I can't cry.

I find myself unable to shed a tear, for fear, of looking like a lesser being.
 
I was always told not to cry, which made me hard, it created a shell, so that when I got hurt, I could rebuild and get up faster than the average joe.

Though before this place I started to shed tears, I found my other half and happiness came with it.

I was able to feel pain again, I sobed knowing I would be here in only a month, I died inside little by little each day.

I was dragged to this fiery hell hole by the goverment, I supposed I needed to die so gas prices could go down.

The heat and pain made me hard again, with a deep hatred in my heart.

Then you had a thought of leaving me, I found those tears again, or they found me...

I was so afriad and so scared, I realized that nothing really mattered, except for love, you came back into my heart and cleaned up the scars...

My tears I shall save up, for when I see your beautiful face again, I am forever faithfully yours

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