Green monster
 
nausea and jealousy completely enveloping

Preparation for your transition
escapes me

green monster

for your calm demeanor

Words are pointless
meaningless

completely void of reason

Calmness in your voice
confusing
deceitful
terminal

more loving than any memory of you
before

one door closes
another one
slams in my face

my mind's fingers
trace repeatedly

disaster

words escape me

Fireman rescue thoughts

self defeating

mother

I'm begging

please don't leave him easily



*just thoughts of everything, of my father especially*

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