I try so hard to not let anything depress me to much aymore, easier said then done. But even as I sit here in class writting this its hard not to think of things. Rob and I talked on the phone last night for the first time in forever. Everything to him is a joke, and I hate it because I know that hes going through the same shit at home that I am. The only thing he really said that was something I have thought of so many times, he said "If my mom wouldn't of called the cops, I would of taken the care and left the other night." I have thought that so many times recentlly. Moms getting rid of matt for real, she found her and I a three bedroom apartment, why we need three rooms I'm not sure, but its cheap and really nice, so it works. The constant fighting is still happening, but that will change soon, and I cant wait. I had a shitty day today, I knew the minute I woke up things would go wrong. But I hate thursdays in the first place. Classes are going okay outside of this math shit, if it wasn't for math I would be able to just take the test and pass. I'm so good at all the other subjects and its so frustrating that I can't even multiply or divide without a calculator, so how I made it to 11th grade who knows. Anywyas mom has been working alot which is good, she works Easter though and I'll be alone but I realy would rather be alone then with Matt, although its only for a half day before he ets home....One more month, thats all I can look forward too untill then I have to live with the shittyness of everything.....

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