I do not love her...

I love that she makes me happy
She washes away the pain
She is in every way perfect
It's driving me insane

I do not love her...

I love that we bond so well
We seem to see things the same
She's so god damn perfect
I'm tired of this game

I do not love her...

I love that when looking in her eyes
I know what I want most
She's standing right in front of me
My deepest desire is so close

I do not love her...

I'm a victim of circumstances
By another she is taken
It seemed like a gift from heaven
But truly I was forsaken

I do not love her...

And so here I sit alone
Attempting to forget
Before I do something
I know I will regret

I do not love her...

Trying to kill a feeling
So I can be a better friend
Nothing seems to work
I guess I will pretend

I do not love her...

For her I will do anything
Even though I have no chance
Destined for only frienship
No opportunity for romance

I do not love her...

I'll brainwash myself
I'll make myself believe
I never really loved her
My own mind I must deceive

I do not love her...
I do not love her...
I do not...
...
Fuck...

I've loved her from the start
I got what I deserved
I moved too slow
now I'll wait
My heart is now reserved

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