Give me pathetic thoughts for suicide,
Give me dull rank rambling insanity contemplating the significance of repetition,
Spelling errors, grammatical difficulties complicating the simplest intention,
Confuse me and transcend an incomplete empirical reality,
Release me from a cyclical self-destructive structure, superimposed on absent beliefs,
Let me worship your magnificent literate nature expressing into the dichotomous infinite abyss a vacant struggle for a reason,
That goes further than fucking,
Oh Jesus, Allah, Buddha, my buddy, my pal, my personal salvation thousands of years ago,
Have I gone wrong, astray in a world of circuits,
Following paths laid ahead of my own self-interested delusion,
Instead of your personal absolution from a life you all deemed futile,
You'll be a fetish for my complete formally ritualized indenture,
A sexual pseudo release from all these,
Question begging fallacies, labels speaking: personifying my hypostization, confusing subjects feeling intelligent,
Just an uncomfortable unco-ordinated mess of verbs bogged down in adjectives,
My spirit isn't a fluid ether of pure material for you to heal with your words and empty promises,
It's abrupt stops of syllables from a failed attempt at remembering,
It's always wrong, a tautology of falsity,
Until I fall for the love of your lies
Give me images so i can see what you fail to believe,
Give me a life so I can leave this cold steel mind fuck behind.
Give me latex and leather, an indentity valued on its rush,
Give me war, women, and a wasted youth, to fulfill the nihilism in my heart,
Give me answers to questions I never asked, pull the plug in the dark, leave me broken, alone and sighing,
Give me challengeless happiness, blissfully dining on ignorance,
My space monkey hubris, my atmospheric ego, won't allow me to accept, so bash it in my head like a philosophical hammer, make me harder than metal.

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