True life

i torture myself.
Only blame to myself
so pathetic and useless
My Trys have been.

to be on my knees
groveling from disease
asking why this love;
It felt so damned.

please, not a sin
forgive me not again
id rather be wrong
then you a lie.

so take all my Faith.
ive Tried my luck away.
i am damned in your heart.
forever, again.