There is nothing i can do now
You have made that very clear
Now i know what not to do,
false hopes all in a stair.

Ill look away
as this burning will fade.
My thoughts and these struggles,
they have to go away.

I can't think of your words
or these lies in hindsight.
They always entail your voice
I must turn a blind eye.

I will say Fuck to all my hope.
Letting me down to feel them.
I wont choke on this false hope;
only feeding me misery

I wont think of the words i spoke
slowly teasing me constantly.
I will blank out the life you touched.
A stride that has no will to be.

I will laugh before Im broke.
This guilt is weighing on me.
I will smile while heart mopes.
Only hiding misery.

I will stop with this Damn joke.
only losing it constantly.
I will wither the love i spoke.
trying to tear deep into me.

Ill forget your name, I trust.
before it bleeds me empty.
I have to stop this last Hope.
please, its only killing me.

Goodbye.

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