A letter to a poem

i put the original name back in it...only seemed right..





Karrah please, read this and believe. I only want your happiness but it never came from me. All the smiles that you felt, the passion that was seen; it was only an elision I made you believe. I am dead inside; bleeding my fears. I hope one day you will see me and stair. Look into my eyes and see what I've seen. Look at your life through these eyes my queen. I see much sadness as I look upon you. You only see flaws that will never come true. You look down on yourself, pitying your ways. You think there's nothing left in this world for you to stay... you try so hard to do what's right. But in your mind you hold but a knife. Cutting and cutting, the pieces fall with me. I want to pick them up and only I shall bleed.

I love you Karrah.

...I don't know what to type...I wanted this to be a good poem...but I think you will think it sucks...I just want you to know...that you gave me happiness. And in return I gave you my love. You are the best thing that has ever happened in my life. You're the greatest thing I've witnessed in a long time. You are sad because you don't think you make people happy. You are sad because you don't think you're worth anything. But you are Karrah. You're worth every bit of everything I've ever given you...my love included. You think ill forget you, but I wont, you think I hate you, but I never have. You have given up hope. But that only makes me try harder to show you that there is something in this world for you. There is happiness to be found. You have to look *nameless*. Just look for it baby girl and you will find it... I know you'll find it...because I found mine in you.

I will always love you.
I will always care for you.
I will always treasure you like the last 10 dollars to a crack head :P

I will always love you.
Please love me...


I love you :)

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