I'm sorry...
I didn't mean to make you treat me badly.
I've always wanted to be
exactly what you wanted in me,
it's just sometimes that I struggle.
I struggle denying who I am
and the dreams I used to have.
You remember...
the plans that once made you laugh?
If I had realized you never loved them
or intended to live them
I would have changed them so much sooner.
Try as I might, though,
I can't turn back time...
and trust me, I've given it every effort.

So...

I'm sorry...
I didn't mean to make you not love me
the way I always imagined you'd love me.

I guess...
it's just me.

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inspired by a poem I just read by Jasinful. The first two lines stuck in my head, so I put them to work with my own thoughts. Thanks for the inspiration, friend.

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