Broken and tormented,
I finally cracked,
and with blue steel in hand,
I sought the universal remedy.
Without the resolve of a samurai,
I couldn't wait around to make sure,
so I opted for the easiness
only modern day science could provide.
I replay that day
over and over in my mind
as if looking through a clouded glass,
unable to stop the grisly scene...
Goddamn coward
with shaking hands,
couldn't even do that right.
Fucking loser.
Over and over
I watch the trailer
to a silent movie
that never ends,
and I can't even voice my frustration,
because the words go unspoken,
the only evidence of the effort
is the drool
soaked up by the padding
on my walls.
They gave me a crayon last week,
and I was sure
I would finally find my peace...
but try as I might
to stab the eyes from my sockets,
they all grin
as I fumble and flop,
drawing accidental daisies
on my floor...
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