i cant stand
to watch all
of you smile.

as i fall back into
this unworthy
atmosphere.

familiar faces.
eyes jetting
around me.

as my teeth
break and crumble
under the pressure
of my
hypocritical smile.

and i cant bear
to sit between you
breathing lonliness
down my spine.
i dont know how
not to cry.

at these fakely grinning
faces
judging the shading
of my distraught
eyes.

so i mingle
silently
in your blabber
blindly imagining
a majestic
conversation
greying my wild eyes

and searching
for another voice.
to end this
voided silence.

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