i dont know how many times i have to write your name before i come acrossed a difference.
how many times
im going to speak
it bluntly into the air waiting for
a reaction
and feel your breath on my face like
that oh so familiar fire,
burning slowly on each of our exhaustion.
and i dont think im ever
going to understand this four letter word
 and comprehend
 what organ its coming out of,
so i just let the words fall out of my mouth
and wait for you to say something drastic
so i can defend my self.
defend all the changes that are molding this new person...
 a sane person
that i really dont know
and care to ever be, but i dont think
 the tears are ever gona stop flowing
until i hit the bottom, so
 i gota try to take it out on you some how.
and yeaa... i know this sounds crazy,
but who the hell knows what that means
when everyones saying that im driving them insane
. so just hang up the phone and let it all out
 with a large bellowing scream
cuz no one knows
your heads going to explode
 until you just cry
until you head turns into
 a raisin.
yeah i dont know what the hell im talking about,
 but this happens all the time now,
 i have so much shit to think about
it turned into a blob



.so yeah
that was a couple things i needed to
.... just ramble.

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