*written by Narcissa, Rebell tiGer King and Skarlet Rebell Queen*



Every night I sweat and bleed in your name
And everything I used to be has spiraled into insanity.
I just can’t seem to forget the love we had.
The Sunday morning yawns, stretching to
your horizons finding warmth.
Still half asleep and dreaming of another
way to explore you further and find myself
beneath your daisies.

Frozen memories of today’s tears.
Tears that shatter the ice of winter.

Glaciers float in my eyes like captive whales
Never reaching the pillow
They are your tears. The only thing I have left to give.
Sheets that once scented the room of you
Now reek with night terror

Hesitant to open my eyes
And open doors labeled "Do Not Disturb"
I sleep in winters fever
The only warmth I can find
Without you.

It ends like this, a frost upon my lips,
but my spine is numb from awakening.
my soul drifts down, entangled within itself
renascence seems unreachable.
i can't keep drowning, i know im sinking.
here. down. to the bottom of myself.

and i'm trying to resurface,
if not to touch your face,
then to look back and see the sunshine
that reminds me of that kiss.

it will all be a dream that i keep
having every night,
and forget on the moment
i wake up.

it will still be here.
down. to the bottom of myself.

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