I just wanted to make sure
if yesterday really happened
that i didn't just fall down from
the stairs and suddenly found you
in my dreams.
I just wanted to make sure that
i wasn't drinking too much
to forget a whole chapter of my life
and wasted away the only memories
i have of you
(when you were still beautiful to me)
the smile that made my heart do double flips,
was it even there to begin with
or was it all in my head
the kisses that took my breath away,
were they all real or
were they the kisses that only existed
in my fictional mind?
were you the one who gave me those
wilting roses on my bedside table
or was i ill the whole time
and imagined you with them?
maybe....
because those wasted memories keep coming back,
bit by bit...
but maybe not...
because you're not the same person my mind
keeps telling me about,
of how things were different back then.
you, to me at this very moment?
You have wilted away just like the
flowers on my bedside table.
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