Fuck! You bitch!

Are you serious

??!??

Questioning me like I have given you a reason to doubt me.

Who the fuck do you think you are?

I tore myself apart for you.
 bled for you
  cried for you
   lived and died for you.

I'd carve your name into a thousand trees, and you turn on me in your martyrdom.

Use/Play me like/for a tool/fool

I'm just a pawn to you; Let's see who's heart bleeds first - I lose again.

And you wonder why I have walls around my heart

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WALL

WALL HEART WALL

WALL

You built those with every flaw you pointed out to me...

Made me feel like I was lucky to be loved by someone like you

*b_
_r_
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...me down again; you must be getting bored since there's not much left here.

Your words, wa(eigh)y heavy on my Broken Hea/rt

Peel back the layers like an onion; I'm the only one crying...screaming inside.

lovehate joypain sickandtwisted, bittersweet is what you left me...

Must...kill...the...pain...

This bottle of pills was a "Neverending Story" of sorts, still never enough.

I'd erase you if I could but the bullets cost too much to waste on you.

Someone once said it's better to have loved and lost,
Well, someone once said the world was flat...

Where the fuck does that leave me?

Another white-trash gutter rat, unclean and obscene, leaving nothing to chance.

Everything is lost to me, know, not completely, I regress, forgive but never forget, and most importantly shut my heart to everything that could do me harm, but I refuse to ever lose again. My heart is mine to "fill or burst, break or bury, or wear as jewelry"

I'm not a safe bet baby, remember that, everything I once found beautiful I hate

I corrupt as many as I can, I turn pure hearts black.

I protect others by exposing/exploiting their weaknesses.

A cold heart keeps me warm, so does a bottle of cheap wine and a Seroquel.

I drown memories, imagining it was your body over crystal water, bloated blue,
blue always was a good color on you...

I am at war with myself, don't try to bring me down, I'll just blow myself away.

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