Shunned,
Stunned,
Left for dead among the fallen,rotting leaves.

You did this, all of this.

Told me to go.

Are you happy now? Are you safe and quaint because that is what is ultimately important.
I'll just stand here staring through the picture window.

Laugh,
Cry,
Whatever you need to do for attention.
You were ALWAYS good at that.

Tell me, did you ever tell me the truth?
or did you just lie and tear me apart, one heart beat at a time...

That's how it seems, you were never good at being honest.
You'd lie to yourself if it made things easier to swallow.

That's ok, it was you who taught me to be numb, to look the other way.
It's better that way.
I locked the door, threw away the key, now nobody will ever get in again.

That is the sad truth, that you had that much effect on me.

Do you want to know how I truly feel?
I'd tell you if I cared enough to.
I've become blind to everything that remotely resembles something you promised.

"I do" that sounds so funny now, not as funny as "I'll wait for you"
I found your journal, but you don't know that because I didn't tell you.

Funny how in a few months things change so much.
The pages were the same, the only thing that changed was my name, but I bet his sounds better as it rolls off of your tongue.

To bad to me it feels like poison. Bitter and hard to swallow on my part.
NOt that you would care.

I hope you find someone that tells you that you are the most important thing in the world, and then they destroy everything you love, wouldn't that be just lovely?

I think so.

It's kind of nice to know one thing though.

This is the last I will write about you.

My final peace.

I just want you to know one thing....

I hate you with every ounce of my being and if you fell off the face of the earth tomorrow, then I could honestly say that I finally believe in God...

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