Ever wondered what was the core of a soul made of?
Ever wondered what kind of things were at all times inside of you?
Let me tell you. For the keck of it cause I like to talk.
A soul, your soul, is made of feelings, of memories and of energy
Yes, you got it well. Feelings and memories.
Love, security, happiness.
How to enjoy being held or feeling the heavy breath of your lover.
To remember her heavenly smiles and her impossible eyes?
Her voice... a blessing
But whatever you would of said, she wouldn't believe you.

Ever wondered what was the core of a soul made of?
Ever wondered what kind of things were at all times inside of you?
Let me tell you. For the keck of it cause I love to talk.
The very depths inside of you are made of things you can't make
Some feelings you possess, without even knowing it
Love for instance. You get it once, then it becomes a drug
You feel like you always need love : To be loved and to love
To transmit this love physically at some point even
Living. Indeed, it's a feeling of some sort.
The way you want to live your life, dangerously or calmly
Your inner fire which keeps you alive, makes you want to continue
Memories you said? What about knowing your lover's happy?
With you of course, or you'd be a dumbass for being that honest.
Let me be brutally honest with you. If you love someone, then...
You'll seek for only what's best for them, with or without you
Hard is it? But that's the purest form of love you can ever find
Of course, those girls and guys will think you're stupid
But inside of you, you'll be satisfied for he or she is happy
While you find something else better somewhere else
You should try to remember at least all the sweets
All the lovely things you've lived with her or him
Because only the future knows what's upcoming for you
Hold on onto it child, your life just started

Ever wondered what was the core of a soul made of?
Ever wondered what kind of things were at all times inside of you?
Let me tell you. For the keck of it cause I can't stop talking.
Your soul is made of nothing. Your soul stands on nothing.
If you're weak then your soul is too. For hell's sake, get a move on
Little is there to do when people's souls, from dead people for instance
Haunts you. It's difficult, everything seems to be so damn hard
I know what it is. Do you? Little child, answer me.
Noone's perfect enough or good enough for someone else
Or there wouldn't by any sort of relationships
Be honest in your love like I've been during my life
And you'll be a star in the Adult's World.
Yes many times you'll be hurt, but every love moments...
Will just mean more and more to you. They will becomre greater.
That's the gift, you get from being who you are
Sexuality? You should call that physical love.
Not able to do it with anyone else but your love
This is where faithfulness and Real Love stands for
So little people do know about this, but I let you know
I want you to live fully, I teach you all I can, I'm about to fade
To get transported into another dimension where perhaps I'll be needed more
Where I could maybe live a real life?
Don't ask Child. Stupidity is a big trouble but you can get over it
You will find the right people you just need to dig it well
I did found the right people, stupidity isn't part of them
Just misbeliefs and closed spirits. So closed you get to fall
Into the abyss of their own torments and laments
It's a hell of a ride in which you are continuously taken in
As long as you talk to this person, but he or she will never realize it
How much they hurt you, how much they mean to you
You have to be careful, because I keep on holding the minimal of grasp that I can
I never gave up, I worked for them to make their dreams come true
But you, you mustn't work too hard. Excessive work will make you become me
And I don't want that. Please child, do not succumb like I did.
I'm trapped in a love circle, a vicious circle which I can't get out
Because I don't want to, because I'm doomed anyhow
I know my time is near, I dreamt it. A black hole then a white hole.
I dreamt it long ago, this means it is only too close
I don't care really, live child, live and be happy
Find the girls you'll like and love them like no other man could ever
Then you will find true happiness. For a moment that is.
It's better than nothing, you'd admit it yourself
Don't make the mistakes I have made. I don't regret them though
It's just I became a shadow, a soon-to-die shadow...
Ignored, deeply hurt and chased
Please do not become this, or I'm afraid I'll lose control
Live your life fully and let me in my misery
I can't be cured anyhow...
Go Ghild... Go...

Ever wondered what was the core of a soul made of?
Ever wondered what kind of things were at all times inside of you?
I'm sorry I can't tell you anymore,
For I said my last words with the last drops of my blood.

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