I look into this screen
Usually with a black background
And I ask myself...
Why the fuck am I alone...
Why the fuck can't I be happy and live with someone?
Is that so hard, is that so demanding?

I crave for a warm embrace...
I crave for care, for sweet words whispered
I crave for a love which can persists

Why does it seem like I'm asking for too much?
Why is the world such a fucking bitch to live in?!

To share a great amount of time with a lover
And just understand that it was all but fake
Misunderstanding the whole point of honesty and faithfulness
Why did I got hurt so much, why am I still bleeding
Is this what I deserve through all this time?

Sins, I did commit some, who didn't
But why should I be paying for someone's else mistake?
On the edge of death, as I see the scythe lifted up
Avoiding it as another event makes its way
Good or bad, I don't even give a shit
Living day by day, walking step by step
I still ponder and think on how I will live
On how I will survive
Alone, in this world, where temptation's everywhere
Where envy is everywhere. Those couples, damn them
They'll break someday because of some stupid shit
Am I wrong, or am I righteous
Following the laws or the innocence, leads me to worst

All of this people, standing still and yet ready
To become the assassins of this pitiful life I go through
I don't ask for death, all I ask for is just to live happily
Is this too much? Or is time testing me, and teasing me altogether?
I do not know, and I can't know either. I will wait
And survive, I will do what I'm the best at.

Standing still and strong, through the harsh times
And slay my opponents, to hope onto a better future.

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