It's been years now
That I've been looking for something
Grabbing all the leftovers from you
Hoping it would serve we well
I keep on following your shadow
And I end up somewhere...

A certain feeling binded us
Love was there, locking us up
I did all I could, in a matter of time
All of my wishes, turned towards you

And for the sake of our union
You had to destroy it all
For the second you had
You just torn me apart

I looked up at you one day...
And realised after our different roads
How much you hated me...
How much you could be willing to hurt me
While all I did was healing your wounds
You opened mine... deeply...
And through all this time... it's still bleeding

I tried to talk... I tried to type...
It was only a futile effort...
I could never have you again...
You left me, holding a piece of my heart...
And you know it just too well...
Today, as I live...
I just see one thing...
How much you really hated me, and lied to me
To totally ignore me, and even love someone else
Forgetting the promise...
Our promise...

During this event, all I can do is rant
And fall into a dependant state...
Thanks... to you... for making me miserable...

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