It's hard to imagine how difficult writing like that is, to make a word or phrase with the first letter of each line AND have it not sound forced and flow like natural conversation.

and now im crying *huggles* im sorry. so very sorry

should i be selfish and scream and rant how unfair it is... if i could get past the trembling in my hands and the way the tears choke my words off i would... yeah... i would be that selfish because i'd really rather the nastiness go and you stay

Cant....i dont know what to say except we all love you here, know you are appreciated my dear -symph-

don't cry for me dark poets. i'll be okay. only in death can we truly be free. thank you for your love and support over the years, it has helped keep me here longer than i would have without your love. you all inspire me in so many ways and i am so glad i found you all here. keep the faith alive and know that this won't be the last of me. i'll be back in some form or another and i'll be better than i was this time around. thank you again for your love and support. everyday is a challenge and everyday is wonderful. thanks to great friends and people like ya'all. :D THANK YOU DARK POET"S!!!! much love forever. peace love and harmonies... ~ta~

:(

*sighs and hugs TA*

I am so sorry.