I wrote you a letter to say I'm sorry
Never in those words can I convey how much I miss you
Ours was a fleeting romance, lasting so long in my mind
Want to call you but my fingers won't dial
Daydreams of happiness that I know will never realize the truth
Tell myself over and over how much I fucked up
The look in your eyes the last time we met
Conveying how much contempt I've bred
At the end of my self destructive path I can only look back
Traverse the mistakes I made and hope for a future
So confused over whether that future would have been with you
The little I knew about you told me no
But the feelings you evoked fuel my imagination
So today I live with the dreams behind my eyes
The pain growing inside me everyday
And the reality that I lost someone as special as you

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