I hurt
you cant see it
but i`m dying
inside i`m screaming
I`ve sacraficed everything

on the altar of my love
i layed my freedom
and watched as it was
destroyed

I willingly placed
my legs in
shackles
blindfolded myself so
i could not see
your flaws
gagged myself so i
could not speak
my mind

but still you kick me
until i cant stand
and when i`m on my
knees you laugh
the sound drifts eerily
through my head
echoing accross the corners
of my mind

in my world of
perpetual darkness i
am thankful i can not
see your face/I
wish i could look
into your eyes
I know i contradict
myself but the pain has
already turned my
head into a blubbering
mass of confusion

you slipped so easily
into my heart
i did not feel the
stilleto until it twisted
but by then it
was to late
the process of death
had already begun

You sit watching in silence
while i fade away
like a fairy you forgot
you believed in
and i know i can not
ask for help
you`ve told me enough times
i`ve done this to myself

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