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Forget

I’m four years old now
I’m at the babysitter’s house
He’s a well respected friend of the family
Everyone loves him so much
I hate him
Mom leaves, I'm on the couch
He walks behind me I know what’s going to happen
I’m four years old
I am scared and alone
I can’t fight him I don’t know what to do
I just sit there and cry
I hate him

I’m ten years old now
I’m at my best friend’s house
She is sound asleep next me
I hear the door open slowly
I keep my eyes tightly shut
I think if I’m asleep he will leave me alone
Her father walks next to me
I know what’s going to happen
I’m ten years old
What am I suppose to do
If I cry he will hit me
If I scream he will hold my mouth shut
I lie there and keep my eyes shut
I hate him

I’m nineteen years old now
I still have nightmares
I wake up screaming
I think someone is in my room
No one is there
I try to go back to sleep
My memories swimming in my head
I hate them
I wish I could kill them
They took away my innocence
It’s not fair
I start to fall asleep
Maybe I can just forget

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On Tuesday May 16th, 2006, Guillotine (228) writes:

very, very slowly. I can feel your pain, and knowing several people who have gone through this, I can sympathize even though everyones pain is different.

On Monday May 15th, 2006, TornPaperDoll (75) writes:

This is horrible...why does it seem that victims of sexual abuse are targeted more than once throughout their lives...i cannot say i know but i do hope you can work through this.TPD

On Tuesday May 16th, 2006, AnGeLbLuEyEs1201 (8) writes:

This has been a curse that runs in my family. I woke up last night having this nightmare and i had to write something it is the only way i feel better

On Monday May 15th, 2006, dying angel (1340) writes:

how very sad. i went through somethng simmilar to this and i think all those dirty bastards deserve to burn...s l o w l y

On Monday May 15th, 2006, ZealousValadiction (66) writes:

This is sad and a great write. One of the best ways to express thing is to write them I hope your nightmares go away. -Laurie

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