I am loneliness mixed with serenity
Living life threw a maniacal eternity
Lost hope , bad days
Forgiving and trying to find my way
I am countless mistakes
Putting everything on the line
Before I even know whats at stake
Walked down the wrong road so many times
I am a witch
An eveil fucking bitch
So far from perfection
With so many defections
I am many complaints
Never do a thing right
At least from somes eye sight
I am unsaid words
Witch doesn’t matter
Cause I am never heard
Some day I will get better
I am abused and misused
Sad and confused
Never ending pain
And slightly insane
I am twisted meanings
Actions with out reasoning
A mind that loves to stray
And a heart that wants to stay
I am dreaded fears
Hiding from past years
Fights that should have been fought
Things I never should have thought
I am the one you hate
The girl you would never date
But would always fuck
As long as I can suck
I am depressed
My darkest secrets
I have not confessed
Even though I’ve tried my best
I am a mother
A sister to a brother
Maybe even a secret lover
But you have to ask him that
I am nothing
That came from something
I want to go back to no where
At least there I don’t have to care
In the end
I am all that I am
Sorry but it’s all that I can
Maybe someday you’ll see
The woman I can be
© 2006 The_Tara
Copying this work to another webpage without author permission is plagiarism.
Plagiarism is a misdemeanor, usually punishable by fines of $100-$50000 and up to one year in jail.
Printed from www.DarkPoetry.com/dp/13098/84259 on Sunday September 07th, 2008 12:41 AM
Certain elements © 1996-2008 Matthew Steven (matts.org)
Comments on I am ...