Silence

Silent in my corner
I sit and cry my tears.
Trying to be quiet
Making sure no one hears.

I need to find the answers
I need to know the truth.
Maybe if I cut myself
Everything will come to me
Like the blood flowing from my veins.

“I need your arms around me,
I need to feel your touch.”
Isn’t that what you sang to me
The night we became one?

My blood keeps on flowing
Putting stains upon our bed,
And that was how you found me
When you came home.

You called me “Fallen Angel”
You told me I couldn’t leave,
Together forever is how we should be.

With my last few breaths I told you how I felt,
“I’m sorry I wasn’t strong enough to take the emotional pain,
I love you forever my darling, but I must die today.”

~Jennifer