You never saw how I started to fade.
You could never see past your emotions.
You never paid my mental stability any mind.
I tried to help with your problems.
I tried to make you feel loved.
I kept you close to my heart.
You were always in my thoughts.
You broke my heart long before I left.
You never saw my soul fade away.
I needed your understanding.
You wern't willing to give it.
I wished you happiness.
You wished me missery.
The pain is still there.
The cuts won't heal.
My missery is in every mirror I see.
I can no longer look at myself the same.
I became what you wanted.
I was the perfect girlfriend.
I gave you my body.
I gave you my heart.
I gave you my soul.
You didn't care.
You saw what you had done only after I was gone.
You pleaded for me to stay too late.
You found more happiness.
You found another girl.
You found a new life.
You moved forward.
Before I can move forward, I must move back.
I have to find what I gave to you.
I must find what you lost.
I cannot deal with the pain.
Crying doesn't happen anymore.
I cannot feel now that you're gone.
Life is just a thing I see all around me.
Life is something I can't enjoy anymore.
You took all that mattered.
You lost me long before I left.
I fled before I was torn beyond repair.
I miss the glory of your love.
My pain is all I have left.
Please leave me in pieces.
I will sew me back together.
I will find me.
I will recover.

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