How can I express to you the tears I've cried?
Every night they fall in time to my unsteady heartbeat
Healing crystal drops turned to acid
Burning scars down my face to stain my pillow
Eating away at me like maggots on decaying carrion
The burning stench driving all sanity clear
As the flames of my own demise leap higher
Despair and pain feeding the pitch pyre
Left to writhe and burn for all eternity

All this...

>All this when (by all rights) it should be happening to you<

.But you go on.

With your blue ribbon smiles [liar]
Your caring gestures [hypocrite]
And your everlasting vows [silence]

While I only recieve jeers and ridicule
Daily doses of your hate bashing my skull in

Confrontations
{bloodbaths}



Softly spoken words
.s.c.r.e.a.m.



Touches
/.stabs./



I know I can never let you go

But please..

I beg of you....

















You goddamn bastard get the fuck out of my head and leave me the hell



















~alone~

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