heartdripsblack

this is how I write.
this is how I feel.

Chaos wins everytime.

welcome to my confused and unstable mind.

I'm Jon. I'm 32 single in Portland, Oregon

remember to cheer in moderation :P

also I'm a Mentor so if you have any questions
just ask.

heartdripsblack's Works
Poetry (Horror)	07/19/2007	entering into the fragments of the particles.
Poetry (Fantasy)	07/19/2007	crescent embers dripping.
Poetry (Personal)	07/20/2007	sunbeams flowing almost.
Poetry (Fantasy)	07/21/2007	nine hours ago.
Poetry (Love)	07/23/2007	a slow burning fire inside.
Poetry (Depressed)	07/24/2007	bits and pieces of a broken heart.
Poetry (Love)	07/25/2007	only because love never loved me anyway.
Poetry (Fantasy)	07/26/2007	suffering air almost circled.
Poetry (Depressed)	07/27/2007	only because insanity smiles.
Poetry (Personal)	07/28/2007	i laugh almost to a smile.
Poetry (Love)	07/28/2007	I just wanted to say I love you.
Poetry (Depressed)	07/31/2007	not everyone is suppose to smile.
Poetry (Fantasy)	08/04/2007	until Salvation met me in Heaven.
Poetry (Depressed)	08/05/2007	almost a reflection.
Poetry (Love)	08/07/2007	one day when we meet.
Poetry (Depressed)	08/09/2007	sadness pictured my smile.
Poetry (Fantasy)	08/11/2007	Through the dreams that smiled at me.
Poetry (Personal)	08/14/2007	calloused hands almost complete.
Poetry (Love)	08/16/2007	she didn't apologize.
Poetry (Depressed)	08/17/2007	as I cried almost into a Prayer.
Poetry (Depressed)	08/18/2007	spoken into a Judas kiss.
Poetry (Depressed)	08/19/2007	under a plagued stoped grind.
Poetry (Depressed)	08/20/2007	the enamel turned black today.
Poetry (Depressed)	08/21/2007	deja vu?
Poetry (Depressed)	08/22/2007	a glimps of an imperfection of myself.
Poetry (Love)	08/23/2007	giggles of our love untouched. with Armie Barbie.
Poetry (Personal)	08/23/2007	I thought I saw Judas steal a kiss from Lucifer.
Poetry (Love)	08/24/2007	name of a fish.
Poetry (Personal)	08/25/2007	the sunsets blossomed into a disease.
Poetry (Hillbilly)	08/27/2007	medication of a broken heart.
Poetry (Hillbilly)	08/28/2007	slow dancing into a dirty thought.
Poetry (Depressed)	08/29/2007	a love almost softly burning.
Poetry (Hillbilly)	08/30/2007	I've got a pocket full of a hundred dollar bills.
Poetry (Depressed)	09/01/2007	is the Alcohol itself.
Poetry (Depressed)	09/01/2007	the glass stained shots.
Poetry (Hillbilly)	09/03/2007	at least it makes me happy.
Poetry (Depressed)	09/04/2007	life quit smiling at me today.
Poetry (Depressed)	09/05/2007	I wish I could return a smile in your favor.
Poetry (Depressed)	09/06/2007	because curses damn me.
Poetry (Depressed)	09/07/2007	a kiss left cold for me.
Poetry (Depressed)	09/11/2007	I crushed the stained glass windows.
Poetry (Depressed)	09/12/2007	it doesn't fix the temptation.
Poetry (Depressed)	09/13/2007	as your kisses faded into the lip stick.
Poetry (Depressed)	09/14/2007	living the dream alone.
Poetry (Hillbilly)	09/19/2007	I miss Johnny Cash.
Poetry (Depressed)	09/22/2007	obituary of a friend.
Poetry (Depressed)	09/25/2007	author of insanity.
Poetry (Depressed)	09/26/2007	my Halo left hanging.
Poetry (Depressed)	09/27/2007	famous words almost spoken.
Poetry (Depressed)	09/30/2007	I become a pawn left alone.
Poetry (Depressed)	10/03/2007	right in between my heart.
Poetry (Depressed)	10/06/2007	a life full of wishing from me.
Poetry (Depressed)	10/07/2007	the crying sang a song.
Poetry (Horror)	10/08/2007	fall turned into a blossomed flower.
Poetry (Depressed)	10/09/2007	all the hope I had expired yesterday.
Poetry (Depressed)	10/12/2007	two seconds of a thought.
Poetry (Depressed)	10/13/2007	parachutes fell from the Heavens above.
Poetry (Depressed)	10/14/2007	your perfume smiled at me.
Poetry (Depressed)	10/15/2007	fairy tale endings never happen to me.
Poetry (Depressed)	10/16/2007	nothing promised me a promise perfected.
Poetry (Depressed)	10/17/2007	I heard laughing in the distance calling me crazy.
Poetry (Depressed)	10/20/2007	better off two weeks ago.
Poetry (Fantasy)	10/20/2007	before my sadness drowns it all away.
Poetry (Depressed)	10/23/2007	clowns painted red.
Poetry (Depressed)	10/24/2007	I hate f...ing clowns.
Poetry (Depressed)	10/25/2007	into a dream forgotten.
Poetry (Depressed)	10/27/2007	wishing into a smile.
Poetry (Depressed)	10/29/2007	I held a death gripping tight.
Poetry (Depressed)	10/30/2007	the mouth was dry.
Poetry (Horror)	11/02/2007	painted faces I see.
Poetry (Personal)	11/03/2007	a different kind of thought from me.
Poetry (Depressed)	11/05/2007	hung on to the stars.
Poetry (Depressed)	11/06/2007	I saw an army of devils.
Poetry (Hillbilly)	11/07/2007	that's why they make the liquor strong for me.
Poetry (Depressed)	11/09/2007	tug-a-war with my soul.
Poetry (Depressed)	11/20/2007	folding accross the skies.
Poetry (Love)	11/25/2007	your hypnotic tongue.
Poetry (Personal)	11/28/2007	another mind fuck job.
Poetry (Depressed)	11/29/2007	without fair warning.
Poetry (Depressed)	12/02/2007	to me it's worth the addiction.
Poetry (Depressed)	12/03/2007	I got lost in the Whiskey.
Poetry (Horror)	12/05/2007	this time Eden sang her song.
Poetry (Horror)	12/12/2007	I hammered the nails into the sky.
Poetry (Depressed)	12/13/2007	the lines that folded incomplete in your eyes.
Poetry (Depressed)	12/15/2007	a happy thought wished come true.
Poetry (Depressed)	12/17/2007	the Whiskey filled skies.
Poetry (Horror)	12/18/2007	side boxed shadows.
Poetry (Depressed)	12/19/2007	bleeding empty smiles for me.
Poetry (Horror)	12/23/2007	staring that empty smile back at me.
Poetry (Depressed)	12/26/2007	folding everything forward in pretense.
Poetry (Depressed)	12/28/2007	out of the blue.
Poetry (Depressed)	12/29/2007	the sadness of me.
Poetry (Depressed)	12/31/2007	I had a sense of humor once.
Poetry (Ironic)	01/06/2008	I prefere the alternative (repost)
Poetry (Depressed)	01/07/2008	I took another shot of Whiskey.
Poetry (Depressed)	01/09/2008	I swear it was the alcohol.
Poetry (Ironic)	01/10/2008	I am fucking weird.
Poetry (Depressed)	01/12/2008	I only drank because I was already drunk.
Poetry (Ironic)	01/17/2008	goodbye innocent fly.
Poetry (Ironic)	01/18/2008	twilight symphonies stare backwards.
Poetry (Depressed)	01/19/2008	jaded I became.
Poetry (Ironic)	01/20/2008	I saw white paranoias glistening into the static.
Poetry (Depressed)	01/24/2008	a star gazer I've become.
Poetry (Ironic)	01/30/2008	shades of grey.
Poetry (Hillbilly)	02/11/2008	I waited here with an empty bottle of Whiskey.
Poetry (Erotica)	02/21/2008	I got lost in the yesterdays.
Poetry (Hillbilly)	02/23/2008	left here lonely again.
Poetry (Hillbilly)	02/24/2008	alone never felt so secure for me.
Poetry (Hillbilly)	02/29/2008	on a lonely night like tonight.
Poetry (Depressed)	03/01/2008	bleeding eyes left crying.
Poetry (Hillbilly)	03/03/2008	maybe even the nice guy can get lucky.
Poetry (Hillbilly)	03/06/2008	everything would be better off tomarrow when I wake up.
Poetry (Hillbilly)	03/08/2008	always pretending and never ending.
Poetry (Hillbilly)	03/08/2008	where love never happens.
Poetry (Depressed)	03/10/2008	flying past the rain drops again.
Poetry (Depressed)	03/12/2008	the sun almost dried out my tears today.
Poetry (Hillbilly)	03/20/2008	I should have believed at least in something real.
Poetry (Depressed)	03/23/2008	hard to breathe.
Poetry (Erotica)	03/28/2008	hope fell farther down.
Poetry (Depressed)	03/29/2008	down on my knees again.
Poetry (Depressed)	03/29/2008	everyone has to love someone someday.
Poetry (Depressed)	04/05/2008	here the stars never fell where they should.
Poetry (Depressed)	04/12/2008	this tonight felt more lonely than ever before.
Poetry (Depressed)	04/13/2008	another Whiskey sunrise.
Poetry (Depressed)	04/16/2008	it wasn't like I asked God to hold my hand.
Poetry (Depressed)	04/19/2008	nothing but hammers and nails.
Poetry	04/20/2008	a Miracle to die for.
Poetry (Depressed)	04/21/2008	those sunsets never promised me a happy ending.
Poetry (Horror)	04/27/2008	a bitter sweet end.
Poetry (Depressed)	04/29/2008	words to say.
Poetry (Horror)	04/30/2008	blood trails.
Poetry (Depressed)	05/01/2008	questions marked my words for good.
Poetry (Depressed)	05/06/2008	when the graves rolled away.
Poetry (Depressed)	05/07/2008	it wasn't suppose to be this way.
Poetry (Depressed)	05/09/2008	I waited for a tear drop for way too long.
Poetry	05/10/2008	how it feels to bleed yourself to death.
Poetry (Depressed)	05/11/2008	why am I left here lonely again?
Poetry (Depressed)	05/13/2008	I prayed so hard that I wished I could die.
Poetry (Depressed)	05/15/2008	if nothing else fails.
Poetry (Depressed)	05/16/2008	fragile hearts are always broken.
Poetry (Depressed)	05/20/2008	when I'm drinking myself to sleep.
Poetry (Depressed)	05/26/2008	how hard it hurts to smile my pain away.
Poetry (Depressed)	05/27/2008	there is no one there to answer your prayers.
Poetry (Depressed)	05/30/2008	little did I know.
Poetry (Depressed)	05/31/2008	shadows fell down like kryptonite.
Poetry (Depressed)	06/04/2008	fallen stars once fell.
Poetry (Depressed)	06/08/2008	I would have liked to have known.
Poetry (Depressed)	06/11/2008	I said a prayer to an Angel once.
Poetry (Depressed)	06/12/2008	numbing me for a better tomarrow.
Poetry (Depressed)	06/16/2008	the last one standing himself lonely again.
Poetry (Depressed)	06/30/2008	no; not like today!
Poetry (Depressed)	07/02/2008	I wished I could become numb underneath the Sun.
Poetry (Depressed)	07/03/2008	so I just try.

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