12-29-07

  just once I wish I could wake up
with a smile on my face
instead of the tears falling down
that reminds me every time that
I am going no where special.

  as the stagnant emptiness stares
back into my eyes filling up
with nothing but silent cries
I wait for your finger tips
to hold me in your arms again.

  pieces of my heart have been
torn by bitterness of living a life alone as the
sadness of me has tried for the very last time
to try to believe that everything will be ok
when I believe in Miracles once again.

  I wish it was that easy to believe in something
but the loneliness can be very cruel
especially in the middle of the night
when all you think about is how you wish you could die
to take away all of the pain and heart ache
that has made the sadness of me fold back
into the addictions that bring me comfort now.

  

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