12-28-07

  thoughts almost crippled into
the coffee drops that continued to drip
down outside the window that was left waiting;
for a flower to call me beautiful;
and with that thought I almost
reached for the skies again.

  parachutes didn't last in between the lines
that folded into a smile that was
guaranteed for me such a long time ago;
as once again my happiness began to crumble down
my hands folded into the dark cloud that
was left fading for me quickly into
the wind that waitied for me to
disappear from my heart forever.

  as I built those sand castles that
use to dream I once thought a thought that
came out of the blue that was left
into wishful thinking of a wondering that
got left insecure of a relaxation that called
the suicidal thoughts to come back home tonight.

  Angels laughed at me today and I didn't care
this time as I had opinions that left me wanting
to die away;
or that the emptiness painted you
a picture that never smiled a smile
of me waiting to die
for the final time as the cutting of my flesh
almost smiled into a laughter that called insane.

  I just faked another tear coming down my face
as the clouds formed the rain to fall
I emptied my heart to try to feel again
that turned the skies radiant;
that left them shaking.

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