12-12-07

  I questioned my motives
that tried to silence the bullets
that left my wounds
burried in your hands today;
and even though I know I am
left here disturbed with a guilty conscious;
I still loved the psychotic nature that
forced the psychadelic wandering to
laugh into the lines that
folded incomplete in your eyes.

  the blood flowed from my nose
as I blew it out through my eyes
and the thickness of the emptiness
that I know so very well
rejected the tears that I began to cry;
I'd almost say that I know it
more than I know myself;
but I don't care anymore because
I'm so use to this life of a
heartache that is only known by me.

  I tried not to show you my tears tonight
but I couldn't stop the pain
flowing from my eyes;
overcast was the skies above me
with a dark cloud lurking
in the abscence of a love
that I've always tried to capture with my heart;
but that also failed me as I collapsed
deep into the stones that called
my solitude complete.

  the flowers dripped into thousands
of colors over my grave today;
and as the lines folded incomplete
into your eyes I just continued to smile
and smile and smile into a psychotic laughter
that left even my Angels praying another prayer
of a saving grace for me.

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