11-5-07

  I didn't care that;
you didn't care that;
the world didn't care that;
the immaculate clouds combusted
into red drops dripping down the walls;
causing the infections to crawl inside
a blank mind wasted away today.

  emptiness is all I feel;
as the bottle laughs at me;
to its final drop of happiness;
the skies opened wide for me
as the Angels fell
from the shooting stars that
I use to wish upon
such a long time ago.

  box tangled tears I swear
caused the infection of my
heart dripping black to
find the poison that I loved so much;
to fall back into my eyes
and drain itself into another concept
of a quick fix justified.

  I saw an army of devils as I dreamed;
holding onto my halo that I never knew;
I crossed my fingers until they turned blue;
and I wished for once in my life that
I didn't care that
society never called me popular.

  I just continued to
live in the shadows;
its where I am the most beautiful;
as you compare your stares to mine;
I am almost satisfied to be free
of it's hatred of itself;
I take pride into my honesty that
never causes me to fall.

  into the devils smiles laughing; laughing; laughing
so very fucking loud that caused the earth to shake;
quake; and shatter in two;
I realized that begging isn't for me and that
my sins are cursed form my birth;
so I stare into the clouds covered in dust;
wishing for once that my soul wouldn't die away into nothing.

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